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21.03.2009 |
Last update: |
18.04.2011 |
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My daily log |
Website: http://najar.t35.com/ |
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Note:
Time shown in 24 hours cycle, click here to jump to Today
Note: This page contains the log starting 01.07.2009, click here for
dates on or prior to 30.06.2010; (added on 02.01.2010) and click here to see old
daily dairy (=log)
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Daily log Periods: |
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01.01.2011 – 31.12.2011 no
entry between 19.04.2011 and 31.12.2011 |
This is my daily log created for the following
purposes:
1.
I am trying
hard=struggling to break free of this evil persecution. Consciously since at
least 1999 and unconsciously since 1959
2.
To show how my life is
being negatively and destructively manipulated by ESP and by some of my
surroundings
3.
To show the reasons why
and against what I am asking others for help
4.
To track myself and what is going around my life,
enable to stay focused and recognize my persecutors
5.
To enforce what is
actually in my own mind by monitoring when I am off track of my own plans
6.
(Added on
25.03.2009) I am trying hard or struggling to go to sleep around
11 o’clock and wake up 6 ‘O’clock in the morning or earlier, but I am being
constantly prevented.
7.
And other reasons
Note: See also “What am
I doing now-2009-02 and since 03-2008.docx”, “What to do from now March 2009 and on.docx” and
the start of to-do 10 months ago in Mai 2008 “To-do
on a daily, weekly, monthly and yearly basis.doc”, and “Major destructive incidents
since March 2008” (Note: I will add each incident at a time and once I get to
it however before the end of April
2009. {Added on 21.08.2009} I
did not succeed to add all necessary incidents by April 2009)
In short the following
sequences should show how my sleep is being destructively manipulated that has
effect on every major thing in my life including to have a continuous good
sleep, to go on time to whatever appointment that I have, but also how I am
being in the hidden physically and mentally tortured while I am being forced to
live in a preplanned environment that is 100% a hidden controlled environment.
Note: I will try to place
the information in form of highlights only such as when I went to sleep and
what happened and when I woke up
Note: (Added on 02.05.2009) Today I decided to try to make a small analysis of
the man caused pain upon me by ESP click here to see it “Pain analysis”
Note:
Time shown in 24 hours cycle, click here to jump to Today
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Date |
Wake up |
Sleep |
Remarks |
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Sa 01.01.2011 |
3:30 +
9:30 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock, but I was
too tired and I got up at 9:30. Last night I was prevented to go to sleep so
I got up at 3:30 and tried again at 5:00 o’clock to go back to sleep. |
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Su 02.01.2011 |
8:45 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock; I got up
at 8:45. |
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Mo 03.01.2011 |
8:00 |
1:15 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock; I got up
at 8:00. |
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Tu 04.01.2011 |
7:00 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock; I got up
at 7:00. |
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We 05.01.2011 |
8:05 |
24:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock; I got up
at 8:05. |
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Th 06.01.2011 |
9:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock; I got up
at 9:00. |
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Fr 07.01.2011 |
11:30 |
4:30 |
The alarm was set at 9:00 o’clock; I got up
at 11:30. I wake up at 7:00 o’clock and then went back
to sleep. At 9 I stopped the alarm and went back to sleep until 11:30. |
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Sa 08.01.2011 |
12:00 |
1:00 |
The alarm was set at 9:00 o’clock; I got up
at 12:00. |
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Su 09.01.2011 |
9:30 |
1:00 |
The alarm was set at 9:00 o’clock; I got up
at 9:30. |
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Mo 10.01.2011 |
9:15 |
2:00 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock; I got up
at 9:15. |
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Tu 11.01.2011 |
9:15 |
2:15 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock; I got up
at 9:15. |
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We 12.01.2011 |
8:30 |
1:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:30 o’clock; I got up
at 8:30. |
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Th 13.01.2011 |
9:15 |
1:45 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock; I got up
at 9:15. |
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Fr 14.01.2011 |
11:00 |
5:00 |
No alarm was set. I got up at 11:00 o’clock. |
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Sa 15.01.2011 |
12:00 |
5:45 |
No alarm was set. I got up at 12:00 o’clock. |
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Su 16.01.2011 |
12:45 |
4:15 |
No alarm was set. I got up at 12:45 o’clock. |
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Mo 17.01.2011 |
10:00 |
22:30 |
The alarm was set at 9:00 o’clock; I got up
at 10:00. |
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Tu 18.01.2011 |
7:15 |
24:30 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock; I got up
at 7:15. |
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We 19.01.2011 |
8:15 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock; I got up
at 8:15. |
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Th 20.01.2011 |
11:15 |
2:00 +
7:30 |
The alarm was set at 9:00 o’clock; I got up
at 11:15. I had lots of muscle pain due to working in
the garden the last weekend. |
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Fr 21.01.2011 |
3:30 +
16:15 |
Did not
sleep |
No alarm was set and I got up very late at
16:15 |
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Sa 22.01.2011 |
Did not
sleep |
24:30 |
Last night did not sleep. |
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Su 23.01.2011 |
10:30 |
7:30 |
No alarm was set and I got up at 10:30. Today I didn’t go to sleep until 7:30 in the
morning. |
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Mo 24.01.2011 |
14:30 |
3:15 |
The alarm was set at 11:00 and I got up at
14:30 due to the doorbell rang. |
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Tu 25.01.2011 |
7:10 |
1:00 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 and I got up at
7:10. |
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We 26.01.2011 |
8:00 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
8:00. |
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Today is: Th 27.01.2011 |
9:00 |
24:40 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
9:00. |
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Fr 28.01.2011 |
9:30 |
3:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
9:30. |
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Sa 29.01.2011 |
11:15 |
05:00 |
The alarm was set at 10:00 and I got up at
11:15. |
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Su 30.01.2011 |
13:00 |
2:45 |
The alarm was set at 10:00 and I got up at
13:00. |
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Mo 31.01.2011 |
8:40 |
1:15 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
8:40. |
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Tu 01.02.2011 |
7:10 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 and I got up at
7:10. |
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We 02.02.2011 |
10:00 |
1:15 |
The alarm was set at 10:00 and I got up at
10:00. |
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Th 03.02.2011 |
9:45 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
9:45. |
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Fr 04.02.2011 |
6:30 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
6:30. |
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Sa 05.02.2011 |
8:15 |
24:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
8:15. |
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Su 06.02.2011 |
9:30 |
1:15 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
9:30. |
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Mo 07.02.2011 |
9:40 |
24:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
9:40. Even though I went to bed earlier in the last a few days, yet I am
having trouble waking up. Also when I woke up I feel very tired. I don´t know
of this has anything to do with the following: since 10 days I am cutting
down on smoking, alcohol and coffee by roughly 75%, whereby I no longer drink
every day beer or wine, but rather 1-2 beers every 2-3 days. |
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Tu 08.02.2011 |
6:00 |
24:30 |
The alarm was set at 5:00 and I got up at
6:00. |
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We 09.02.2011 |
9:40 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
9:40. Somehow I was very tired and I was not able to get up on time. |
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Th 10.02.2011 |
10:40 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
10:40. |
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Fr 11.02.2011 |
9:15 |
3:15 |
The alarm was set at 9:00 and I got up at
9:15. |
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Sa 12.02.2011 |
6:30 +
11:00 |
3:15 |
The alarm was set at 9:00, but I got up at
11:00 o’clock. I was woken up at around 6:30 but I was able to go back to
sleep, but my sleep was disturbed and therewith I was not able to get up on
time. |
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Su 13.02.2011 |
11:15 |
4:00 |
The alarm was set at 10:00 o’clock. I got up
at around 9 o’clock, went back to sleep, did not hear the alarm and got up at
11:15. |
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Mo 14.02.2011 |
10:10 |
1:50 |
The alarm was set at 10:00 o’clock. I got up
at 10:10 o’clock. |
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Tu 15.02.2011 |
9:00 |
2:15 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I got up
at 9:00 o’clock. |
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We 16.02.2011 |
8:00 |
23:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I got up
at 8:00 o’clock. I am tired due not enough sleep. |
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Th 17.02.2011 |
7:00 |
23:20 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock. I got up
at 7:00 o’clock. |
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Fr 18.02.2011 |
8:15 |
24:30 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock. I got up
at 8:15 o’clock. |
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Sa 19.02.2011 |
8:00 |
24:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I got up
at 8:00 o’clock. |
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Su 20.02.2011 |
8:00 |
23:45 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I got up
at 8:00 o’clock. |
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Mo 21.02.2011 |
7:45 |
23:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I woke up
at around 6:30 or 7:00 o’clock, I tried to go back to sleep, but each time I
fill to sleep I kept on waking up, then I got up at
8:45 o’clock. |
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Tu 22.02.2011 |
7:00 |
22:30 |
The alarm was set at 6:00 o’clock, and I got
up at 7:00 o’clock. Also I woke up a couple of times before that. |
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We 23.02.2011 |
6:20 |
24:00 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock, and I got
up at 6:20. |
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Th 24.02.2011 |
7:45 |
24:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock, and I got
up at 7:45. |
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Fr 25.02.2011 |
8:00 |
24:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I woke up
around 7:00 o’clock but I kept on going back to sleep until I got up at 8:00. |
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Sa 26.02.2011 |
8:00 |
23:50 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I got up
at 8:00 o’clock. |
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Su 27.02.2011 |
7:50 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I woke up
at around 7:00 but went back to sleep and got up at 7:50 o’clock. |
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Mo 28.02.2011 |
8:00 |
24:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I woke up
at around 7:30 and got up at 8:00 o’clock. |
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Tu 01.03.2011 |
7:30 |
23:45 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock. I woke up
several times last night and got up at 7:30 o’clock. |
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We 02.03.2011 |
7:00 |
22:45 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock. I woke up
several times last night and got up at 7:00 o’clock. |
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Th 03.03.2011 |
7:30 |
24:15 |
The alarm was set at 7:00 o’clock and got up
at 7:30 o’clock. |
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Fr 04.03.2011 |
7:45 |
3:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 o’clock; I woke up
at 7:30 and got up at 7:45 o’clock. |
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Sa 05.03.2011 |
9:00 |
10:30 |
The alarm was set at 10:00 o’clock; I got up
at 9:00 o’clock. |
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Su 06.03.2011 |
7:15 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 7:00; I woke up at 6:30
and got up at 7:15 o’clock. |
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Mo 07.03.2011 |
8:00 |
23:15 |
The alarm was set at 7:00; I woke up at 6:50
and got up at 8:00 o’clock. |
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Tu 08.03.2011 |
7:15 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 7:00; I woke up at 6:45
and got up at 7:15 o’clock. |
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We 09.03.2011 |
8:15 |
22:30 |
The alarm was set at 7:00; I woke up at 6:30
and got up at 8:15 o’clock. |
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Th 10.03.2011 |
6:50 |
9:00 +
1:00 |
The alarm was set at 7:00; I woke up at 6:30
and got up at 6:50 o’clock. |
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Fr 11.03.2011 |
8:15 |
23:00 |
The alarm was set at 7:00; I woke up at 6:30
and got up at 8:15 o’clock. |
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Sa 12.03.2011 |
7:00 |
23:15 |
The alarm was set at 7:00; I woke up at 6:30
and got up at 7:00 o’clock. |
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Su 13.03.2011 |
7:00 |
22:45 |
The alarm was set at 7:00; I woke up at
around 5 or 6
o’clock but I was able to go back to sleep and got up at 7:00 o’clock. |
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Mo 14.03.2011 |
7:15 |
23:15 +
1:30 |
I was woken up several times last night. The
alarm was set at 7:00; I got up at 7:15 o’clock. I feel
very tired. |
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Tu 15.03.2011 |
8:15 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 7:00, then I changed it
to 8:00 o’clock; I woke up several times after around 5:00 o’clock and I got
up at 8:15 o’clock. I was woken up several times last night,
then I got up at 24:30 and went back to bed at 1:30, there after I was woken
up also several times, among others with forced upon me dreams that don’t
make any sense. I feel
tired. |
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We 16.03.2011 |
7:15 |
24:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00; I woke up at 7:00
and got up at 7:15 o’clock. |
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Th 17.03.2011 |
7:50 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00; I woke up a
couple of time after 6:00 and got up at 7:50 o’clock. |
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Fr 18.03.2011 |
8:00 |
2:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00; and I got up at
8:00 o’clock. |
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Sa 19.03.2011 |
10:00 |
23:30 |
No alarm was set. I woke up at 7:50 and went
back to sleep. I got up at 10:00 o’clock. |
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Su 20.03.2011 |
8:30 |
5:30 |
No alarm was set. I woke up at 8:15 and went
back to sleep. I got up at 8:30 o’clock. |
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Mo 21.03.2011 |
10:15 |
24:00 |
The alarm was set at 10:00 and I got up at
10:15. Yesterday I reinstalled my PC, operating
system, Visual Studio development environments, Microsoft office and others.
I meant to reinstall my PC around 5-6 months ago, but I never get to it. Now
I did it due to the operating system had a bug that I was not able 100% to
identify it, which it suddenly reboots by itself, and it is not due to bad
electricity because I have a backup power supply from APS and I also tried
another backup power supply but it did not help, it kept on rebooting by
itself, around 2-5 times a day. |
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Tu 22.03.2011 |
6:30 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 6:30 and I got up at
6:30 |
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We 23.03.2011 |
8:00 |
2:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00 and I got up at
7:50. |
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Th 24.03.2011 |
7:50 |
23:30 |
The alarm was set at 7:30 and I got up at
7:50. Last night I
really wanted to go to bed around 23:00, but somehow I was not able to! |
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Fr 25.03.2011 |
7:50 |
2:45 |
The alarm was set at 8:00, I woke up at 7:15
and I got up at 7:50. |
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Sa 26.03.2011 |
8:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00, I woke up at 7:30
and I got up at 8:30. |
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Su 27.03.2011 |
Did not make a log |
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Mo 28.03.2011 |
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1:00 |
Did not make a log, however and as far as I
recall I had short sleep and did not sleep well that night. |
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Tu 29.03.2011 |
6:30 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 6:30; I got up at 6:30. Last night I was woken up several times and
therewith my sleep was disturbed. I had a seminar at Microsoft offices about
Windows Azure and I was somehow tired |
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We 30.03.2011 |
8:30 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00,
I woke up at 8:00 and I got up at 8:30. Not: Since Saturday 26.03.2011 I can’t access my website at
najar.t35.com and the web master of t35.com claims due to my Internet Service
provider has possibly blocked my IP address. My Internet Service Provider
named Telfort, one of the largest in the Netherlands, claimed that I can’t
access my website on t35.com (which are two websites najar.t35.com and
nt2.t35.com) because it is transatlantic and they can’t do anything about it,
and when I reminded them that around 60% of all websites are in USA and are transatlantic
but I have no problem accessing them, then Telfort claimed that my website
provider is blocking my IP address, which is t35.com, and t35.com claim it is
not them. Just like the Ping-Pong game (table tennis), each sends me to the
other and each claim has nothing to do with it. Today I was able to access my website through software I
found on the internet that allegedly hides my IP address and represent
another IP address. |
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Th 31.03.2011 |
7:30 |
2:15 |
The alarm was set at 7:00.
I got up at 7:30. I was waken
up several times last night. |
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Fr 01.04.2011 |
10:30 |
2:00 |
The alarm was set at 9:00. I got up at 10:30. |
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Sa 02.04.2011 |
9:00 |
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The alarm was set at 9:00. I got up at 9:00. |
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Su 03.04.2011 |
9:20 |
1:00 |
No alarm was set. I got up
at 9:20. |
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Mo 04.04.2011 |
7:30 |
24:00 |
The alarm was set at 7:00. I got up at 7:30. |
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Tu 05.04.2011 |
8:00 |
1:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00. I got up at 8:00. |
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We 06.04.2011 |
8:30 |
2:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00. I got up at 8:30. |
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Th 07.04.2011 |
9:15 |
23:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00. I got up at 9:15. |
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Fr 08.04.2011 |
7:30 |
2:45 |
The alarm was set at 7:30. I got up at 7:30. |
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Sa 09.04.2011 |
10:00 |
21:00 |
No alarm was set. I got up
at 10:00. Note: I was
waken up several times between 3:00 and 9:00 o’clock |
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Su 10.04.2011 |
3:00 |
24:00 |
No alarm was set and I got
up at 3:00 o’clock in the morning. Last night I had a couple
of tequila with a 4 biers and I dropped to sleep
before I was able to clean up after dinner |
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Mo 11.04.2011 |
7:00 +
9:30 |
1:30 |
No alarm was set. I got up
at 7:00 o’clock, but I was still tired so I went back to sleep and got up at
9:30. |
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Tu 12.04.2011 |
8:00 |
1:30 |
The alarm was set at 8:00.
I woke up at 7:45 and got up at 8:00 o’clock. |
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We 13.04.2011 |
8:30 |
24:00 |
The alarm was set at 8:00.
I woke up at 7:45 and got up at 8:30 o’clock. |
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Th 14.04.2011 |
7:45 |
3:15 |
No alarm was set and I got
up at 7:45 o’clock. |
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Fr 15.04.2011 |
10:45 |
1:00 |
No alarm was set and I got
up at 7:45 o’clock. Last night I was waken up
several times at 4:45 at 6:45 and at 8:00 o’clock, but I was too tired and
tried hard to go to sleep. |
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Sa 16.04.2011 |
7:45 |
3:30 |
No alarm was set and I got
up at 7:45 o’clock. |
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Su 17.04.2011 |
7:45 |
1:00 |
No alarm was set and I got
up at 7:45 o’clock. |
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Mo 18.04.2011 |
7:45 |
23:15 |
No alarm was set and I got
up at 7:45 o’clock. |
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Tu 19.04.2011 |
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Daily
log for when I learn Dutch at home.
Note: This page contains the log starting 01.07.2009, click here for
dates on or prior to 30.06.2010
Major destructive incidents since
March 2008
I
will add them as I go and have free time from the other more priority
objectives/goals tasks.
Note:
they are listed in the order I get to know them.
1.
Refugee camp Dokkum,
Netherland from August 2006 to March 2008
2.
Stichting Welzijn, the
charity organization that allegedly is helping me as refugee, 28.2.2008
3.
Acantus, the owner or real
estate management of the housing I am in that set me up, 28.2.2008
4.
City Hall “Gemeente
Bellingwedde en Veendam” in the city of Wedde, Netherland, where I live, I
think it was also 28.2.2008
5.
KPN, the telephone company
that set me up, 28.2.2008
6.
Essent, the electricity and
gas company that set me up some times in march 2008
7.
Noorderpoort College, the
language schools I am being forced to visit, since sometimes in June 2008
8.
Telfort, my new telephone and
Internet provider company some times in July 2008, service begin in 21.8. 2008
9.
The vicious dentist as cover
up for other and prior vicious dentist in my life such as Nazi Dentist in the
CIA city Unterschleissheim
10. Other institutions in my
surroundings and environment since March 2008
Refugee camp Dokkum, Netherland from
August 2006 to March 2008
1.
August 2006, The German
police/immigration brought from the German prison to the Netherland
2.
I was tired and
exhausted and had no idea what the hill has hit me in the last 7 years
3.
I had no other
alternative but to stay in the Netherland=forced to be here
4.
I was placed in the
refugee reception center in the very small city called Ter Apel for around one
week
5.
August 2006 I was taken
to the refugee camp in the small city called Dokkum in northwest Netherland
6.
I was placed in an
housing with 4 rooms, kitchen and bathroom
7.
Most of the time I was
alone in the apartment, even though each room was meant for 1-6 refugees
8.
At the beginning there
was one man with damaged leg that claimed to be from Darfur, Sudan and was in
Chad, he was very contradicting
9.
From August 2006 to
March 2007 they exchanged the refugees many times in my housing, even though
most of the times they lived somewhere else and just came once a week
10. For
around 2 months of the entire period from August 2006 to March 2008 there was
5-6 other refugees constantly in this housing, many of them caused me several
damages
11. I
started writing my complains, however there were too many involved subjects in
my persecution and I was not able to pin point most of them or separate them
due to I was not able to recognize who is persecuting me and why
12. Every
day I wrote around 20-30 pages of what the hill is in my mind and in my past
13. By
Spring 2007 I had very good idea who is persecuting me and started sending my complain
among others to the attorney assigned to me by the Dutch government
14. Some
times in Summer 2007 I was able to purchase a very old computer for 170 Euros
on weekly payment bases
15. I
started writing more and more of my past day in and day out, I was doing
nothing else but writing, shopping, cooking, eating, sleeping and so on
16. Summer
2007 I started to publish my complain on the Internet
17. On
28.2.2008 I was forced by the refugee camp administration to move to the
village Bellingwolde
18. They
said if I refuse to take this housing then they will terminate my housing at
the refugee camp, then I must sleep on the street
19. Therewith
I was forced to sign the contract for the new housing in the village
Bellingwolde on 28.2.2008
20. I
really tried to move to the south of the Netherland to a very small town called
Kirkrade near the German city called Aachen, but I
was unsuccessful due to many set ups
21. The
new housing was in very bad shape and I just wanted to get out of the refugee
camp due to all the pieces of shit persons that were forced upon my life and
added more problem to my life than I already had, whereby some to all of them
were either handpicked by the refugee administration or were agents working for
the Dutch government
22. I
purchased air mattress and moved to the new housing that was totally unlivable,
see the reasons below under Acantus
23. On
around 15.2.2008 I left the refugee camp and moved to the new housing that was
in a very bad shape
Stichting
Welzijn, the charity organization that allegedly is helping me as refugee (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
1.
I received in February
2006 a forced invitation for relocation to the Bellingwolde that was dated for
28.2.2008
2.
On 28.2.2008 I went to
the city Winschoten, the nearest city with train station and the main office of
Stichting Welzijn in that area
3.
At the train station an
employee of Stichting Welzijn picked me up and drove me directly to the new
housing, where we met an employee of the company Acantus that owns or manages
the housing possibly in the entire village of Bellingwolde, I had no choice
either this housing or the street, therefore I was forced to sign the contract
to avoid sleeping on the street
4.
Between 28.2.2008 and
15.3.2008 I went several times to the city Bellingwolde, Wedde and Winschoten
to sign several applications for social subsidies and move my belongings from
the refugee camp to the new housing
5.
The new housing had a
lot of problems and therefore I asked the employee of the Stichting Welzijn to
complain to the housing administration about the problems of the housing, for
details see Acantus below, however nothing was done allegedly due to the some holidays
or the responsible person was allegedly on vacation, which were and from my
point of view all lies to force me to accept the housing as it is, which was
totally unlivable
6.
Since January 2009 I am
also forced to attend 2 hours Dutch class every Friday at the office of
Stichting Welzijn
7.
I will add more in the
future
Acantus,
the owner of the housing I am in that set me up (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
1.
The new housing is
owned or managed by a company called Acantus
2.
There are three small
houses stuck together, mine is at the end with a small garden around the three
sides of it
3.
Upper floor: one room
totally un-isolated
4.
Ground floor: one
living room, one bed room, shower room, toilette, kitchen and storage room
5.
The housing has many
problems here are the major ones:
5.1.
The flooring is all raw
cement, whereby the living room has large holes that prevent laying any
flooring such as carpets or others
5.2.
The walls have moldy,
dirty and teared apart wallpapers
5.3.
Several hundreds of
holes in the walls
5.4.
Bad isolation which
causes severe cold
5.5.
The garden equals a
wild jungle with everything mixed and totally un manageable, but also the
ground has many large holes that prevent easy lawn mowing/grass cutting
5.6.
And other problems
6.
After complaining
several times to Acantus through the Stichting Welzijn without any response
what so ever
7.
I wrote a letter and
send it registered complaining about the status of the housing
8.
One major problem is
that the housing is very cold due to the cement flooring and bad isolation,
which cost a lot to keep it warm
9.
To make it short, in
the end of April 2008 Acantus sent someone to fix the floor and make it a
smooth cement to be able to lay flooring such as carpet or PVC
10. This
mean I paid two months rent for nothing, on top of
that it cost me around 500 Euro to fix the walls all in all it was a loss of around 1500
Euros, this money I received from the government to help me purchase necessary
furniture and other housing necessities
11. Ever
since then I am complaining to Acantus about these loses, but these mother
fuckers ignore everything, from my point of view they are thieves
12. They
know I can’t express myself due to I don’t speak Dutch and I do not have money
to get an attorney. This money I got of the government is partially a 1500 Euro
forced upon me bank loan that I have to pay back from the monthly government
social money, which leaves me at the end with less money to survive on
13. This
housing problem through Acantus, Stichting Welzijn and the City hall is an
addition to other many “man planned” and created problems surrounding this new
housing such as the Electric Company, Telephone Company and others.
14. What
is the company Acantus, who owns it or manage it I have no idea due to I can’t
understand Dutch, but one thing I understood it is not a regular company but
rather a foundation company similar to charity organization, which many rich
people use this form of companies to hide any illegal financial activities
while pretending to be charitable
15. (29.03.2009) I think the gas
boiler for hot water and heating is leaking smoke, which is affecting my
breathing and my entire body. Since a few weeks, I can’t recall exactly when it
started I have pain in several areas in my body, these pain are possibly
related to the leaking gas boiler smoke:
15.1.
From my neck downwards
towards the back of my shoulder
15.2.
My two elbows that
prevent me of carrying heavy things
City
Hall “Gemeente Bellingwedde en Veendam” in the city of Wedde, Netherland, where
I live (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
1.
The employee of
Stichting Welzijn took me to the city hall in a city called Wedde, where I had
to sing an application for social money
2.
Simultaneously this
City hall made it an obligation by law that I go to school to allegedly learn
Dutch, but I am not learning Dutch, rather I am just wasting my time
3.
I received around 3500
Euros to help me buy housing necessities, 1500 Euros of them were forced upon
me bank loan that I pay them back 50 Euro monthly. This 1500 Euro I lost
through the setup by the housing and the company Acantus that was provided to
me by the city hall, which means they planned together to make me lose some
money to prevent me of saving any money of the 3500 Euros, because I wanted to
put the 1500 Euros in the bank for a few months and once I recognize that I do
not needed it then I intended to pay it all back and at once to the bank to be
debt free, but these people have ESP and can read my mind, they always find something
to break my plans and good intentions
4.
I will add more later
KPN,
the telephone company that set me up (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
1.
On 28.2.2008, and after
I signed the contract for the new housing in the village Bellingwolde, I went
to the office/store of KPN (telephone company) and ordered telephone line and
Internet, and was told it would take up to 6 weeks. I wanted it immediately,
but I had no choice but to wait 6 weeks
2.
Finally and in the end
of April 2008 the telephone line and Internet was installed, but the employee
that came for the installation refused to connect the other existing telephone
plugs
3.
Since the Internet and
was installed, nothing worked of this Internet service except the access to the
Internet.
4.
These are some of the
problems created intestinally by KPN:
4.1. The
employee refused to connected the second existing telephone plug
4.2. The
telephone and Internet account was created on a fake name and they refused to
correct it to my name Nuzhat Najar
4.3. The
email did not work
4.4. The
website for my account to monitor my account activities such as made phone
calls and the monthly bill did not work and would not allow me to access it
4.5. The
website that contained my account was so slow that it would take 1-3 minutes to
display the web page and most of the time I receive a time out message
4.6. And
other problems
5.
After several complains
by telephone and my mail (post), I was told they can’t fix the problems and if
I don’t like it I should change to another company, all in all I made over 20
complains, then I changed the company to Telfort and since then I have one
problem less
Essent,
the electricity and gas company that set me up (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
1.
From March 2008 to
April 2008 where I was living only on cement and air mattress it was very cold
and I had to always have the heating on for at least 22 degrees, which is due
to Acantus neglection of having the housing ready before renting it out and due
to the Dutch government that forced me to take this housing or live on the street
2.
In short the gas and
electricity bill, which is one company, is very high. It started by 75 Euro
monthly and it became 125 Euro monthly plus around 550 Euros extra in December
2008 at the so called year closing bill
3.
The company either has
employed unqualified employees to deal with customers or they have absolutely
bad rules that the employees go by, or they created specific situations for me
in cooperation with Acantus and the city hall. My guess it is the last
4.
All in all and to make
it short they would not allow an honest person to come in term with the very
expensive electric and gas bill, in my case it is the gas that is very
expensive due to the heating and hot water is through a gas boiler and this is
due to the bad housing that is totally un-isolated and require at least 10
months out of the year to be always active due to the cold weather and the bad
isolation
Noorderpoort
College, the language schools I am being forced to visit (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
1.
The Dutch learning
school I am being forced to attend
2.
Today in 23.03.2009 and
after 8 years in the Netherland and 7 months of Dutch school I still can’t
speak Dutch, there must be something very wrong with
this situation!
Telfort,
my new telephone and Internet provider (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
1.
I ordered the service
sometime in July, and after 2 weeks they declined my application due to an
error in the application that is due to me not understanding a Dutch word
2.
Reapplied for the
service in July and received the service on 21.8.2008
3.
No complain about their
service, everything is running smoothly, including payments
4.
Therewith I have 7 MBit fast Internet access for 29.95 Euros including
telephone comparing to KPN of around 40 Euros for 1.2 Mbit and telephone
Other
institutions in my surroundings and environment (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
Pain Analysis (Go to index or Daily Log or Top of Page)
(Added on
02.05.2009) Today and since this pain I have created by ESP
since around February/March 2009 to among others prevent me to continue writing
my complaints, I decided to make a small comparison between the times I was
severely persecuted by ESP and the times I was not persecuted by ESP. And since
this persecution is directly also related to my very disturbed sleeping habits,
I will start by listing all the times where I had absolute no disturbed sleep
and compare it with the time immediate thereafter where I suddenly had
disturbed sleep:
1.
Times with NO
disturbed sleep
1.1. In
general today I am officially 57 years old, but in reality I am 63, because I
discovered that I am possibly a twin brother of ex-USA president George W. Bush and as far as I recall I always had
very disturbed sleeping habits that I always blamed it on myself, with very few
exceptions where I had no disturbed sleep as listed below, note I may have
forgotten 1-2 situations where I had no disturbed sleep
1.2. Summer
1972-December 1972. And as I was living with the American military intelligence
agent Anita Disbray in the area called
Fasanenpark, Germany next to the American military
base named McGraw kasern in Munich, Germany
where I was severely brainwashed. Simultaneously I was working at the car
factory BMW (=the
Quandt family=Netherland where I am living now). However I was
always tired due to I had to wake up at 4 o’clock in the morning enable to
start working at 6 o’clock in the morning at the factory. Later I was separated
of Anita Disbray and was forced to be as homeless
and was persecuted by the German police as an
alleged man with connection to terrorist groups based on the fake PLO-ID setup and the vicious terrorist attack on the 1972 Munich Olympics.
After the separation of Anita Disbray I had
totally disturbed sleep
1.3. Spring
1973-summer 1973 and as I was roommate to the American agent named Russell,
this is around 1-2 months after I was separated of the American military intelligence agent Anita Disbray, during this period of time I had no
disturbed sleep.
1.4. Summer/Autumn
1973-1976. During this period I was forced to be married to the American military intelligence agent Anita Disbray and was living in the CIA city Unterschleissheim,
Germany, during which I worked at the car
transportation company named Kuehnwald (owned
by my previous employer the car manufacturer BMW,
which I did not know that at that time) and later at the Neckermann warehouse in the CIA city Unterschleissheim.
This is the longest period ever in my life where I had no disturbed sleep
1.5. 1985-1986.
In Munich, Germany and after I was brainwashed and enslaved under the American military intelligence whore Najlaa Mahmoud by the illegal American, English,
German, Syrian, Iranian, Lebanese and Palestinian military
intelligence project called Calypso. Whereby
I was 100% enslaved with ESP and totally lost any control what so ever over my
life, and was led on a leash like a dog and my life turned to be isolated hell
more than ever before that is affecting my life very negatively and
destructively until today. Note that prior to this period I was very
sadistically and viciously persecuted by ESP more than ever before between
summer 1983-December 1984 see Calypso project for
details
1.6. November
1986-April 1987. During this period I was living at the Stevens family’s home of the Evangelical Lutheran Salem church of Bridgeport and
Fairfield Connecticut, USA, whereby my life was totally in chaos due to I was
kidnapped from Germany and do not know what hit me and I was being brainwashed
while keeping me isolated until my temporary German passport is expired for
details see the Stevens family
1.7. 27.12.2002-7.8.2003.
during this period I was living with Guenther Najar
that pretended to be my original fake son Abdulhamid
Najar in the Dutch refugee camp called Ter Apel in Netherland. Note prior
to that I was viciously persecuted by ESP while I was uncountable times set up
in this camp. Also Guenther Najar claimed to
have been just arrived from USA and is allegedly my son Abdulhamid Najar that I saw last in June 2000 in
Houston, Texas, USA and was allegedly 13 years old, and this is 2 and half
years later where the person look dramatically changes and they used this
situation to convince me that this is the same person. During this period I was
going to bed around 11 o’clock at night and waking up around 6 o’clock in the
morning on regular bases.
1.8. 7.8.2003-August
2006. During this period I had on and off good sleep, but mainly in the German prisons and Dutch
prisons, where I was many times unjustly
imprisoned. Also with a few exceptions and only for a few days in the Dutch
refugee camp in Dokkum, Netherland
All
in all I had only very brief moments of undisturbed sleep in my entire life
which is when I am being forced to live with someone, which leads me to think
that these persons have ESP and preventing any one with ESP to disturb my
sleep, or at least that is what it looks like. On the contrast and below is the
timing with severe persecution by ESP where my sleep and life are totally
disturbed in cooperation with manmade setups around my life.
2.
Times with disturbed
sleep
2.1. 1964/65-1969
in Cairo, Egypt, I was severely persecuted by my
own (fake) family and their opponents that were trying to use me to prove
that my fake family are not Syrians, whereby
all the mother fuckers members of my household
were 100% American military intelligence and
had ESP, except me. During this period I was totally mistreated, rapped by men
and women and prevented to understand anything around my life including my
school
2.2. January-April
1970. I was forced to be homeless in Munich, Germany as a part of brainwashing
me to cut all my ties to my life to Egypt and make me susceptible for a new
brainwash
2.3. April
1970-Summer 1972. I was being brainwashed at the American
military base named McGraw kasern in
Munich, Germany
2.4. Summer
1972-Spring 1973. I was being forced to be homeless and was unjustly persecuted
without me noticing as an alleged suspect in the
vicious terrorist attack on the 1972 Munich Olympics, during which not only
my sleep was severely disturbed but also my entire life
2.5. 1976-1978.
I was severely persecuted due to allegedly I changed my religion from Islam to
Christianity at the fake Evangelical Lutheran church
of the CIA city Unterschleissheim,
Germany through a joint setup performed by my fake family
and the mother fucker’s American military
intelligence, German police and German
government. During which they also severely and unjustly persecuted me in
connection with several terrorist attacks performed allegedly by PLO and their allies the Irish IRA and the German terrorist RAF and Baader Mainhof
Bande, therefore totally confused the life out of me and I was not able to
determine what was going around my life and others monitoring me probably
didn’t know why I am being persecuted, is it because me becoming Christian or
is it because my fake family is allegedly
Moslem and I became Christian and
they are 100% the hidden Arab terrorist and long arm of the American military intelligence in the Middle East
It is actually both, yet I was forced not to notice anything and blame
everything on myself as if I have bad habits that I can’t get under control.
This is also the period where I was surrounded by the mother fuckers Bush family members disguised as Germans and
pretended to be helping me in separating me of Anita
Disbray that letterly kept me as slave and hostage for them and was set on
me by them=paradox.
2.6. 1978-1981.
during this period I was working for Siemens AG
in Munich, Germany and Siemens AG used me to
black mail my fake and biological families in
that they sent me on business trips to the Middle East countries where my fake family members perform other lives as they
pretended in my present during the period of 1960-1969. During this period I
was severely persecuted by ESP that confused the life out of me, which was very
visible to everyone, among others the way I looked and behaved, such as I went
one time to work with two different shoes and another time with house
shoes/slippers without me noticing
2.7. 1981-1983.
immediately after I was forced to leave my employment at Siemens AG. I was mildly, persecuted yet my life was
totally negatively manipulated by all the mother fuckers members of my fake and biological families that were in
Germany living under different identities and did not want me to find it out.
2.8. 1983-1986.
I was severally persecuted by the mother fuckers American
military intelligence, CIA and German police by forcing me to work under their
control in the illegal American, English, German, Syrian, Iranian, Lebanese and
Palestinian military intelligence project
called Calypso
2.9. 1986-current
2009. My life turned to be a permanent living hell ever since 1959 and I was
prevented of recognizing it and forced to blame it on me or on my sloppiness,
or carelessness or me being an alleged loser or other mentally sick thoughts of
the mother fuckers Bush, Rockefeller, Windsor
and Kennedy families that control the American military intelligence, CIA, FBI, German police and German government and used them to
cover up that I was used since my birth as decoy and double for the mother
fucker ex-USA president George W. Bush
Today
I have too many problems and I have absolutely no idea how I can solve any of
them or which problem should I start to solve first (priority wise) or I can’t decide which of the problems forced
upon my life are worst than the other, or if I can
solve any of these problems. Many of these severe problems forced upon my life
are not solvable, yet they are essential to make a human being to feel like a
human being, such as circumcising me which is a 100% a slavery tool forced upon
human, or operating on me illegally to prevent me of having any children and
build my own family or have a normal family or have an honest friends, because
all the friendships in my life were 100% American
military intelligence, CIA, FBI or German police
agents or agents from other institutions that meant to prevent me of noticing
anything in my life except what is mentioned within my complaint pages.
I
have no idea if all the above can help me or help my situation in any way,
except I am in a never ending circle of unjust persecution that I can’t find a
way out off.
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