What am I doing now (and since March 2008)?	Started: 23.02.2009	Page 1 of 1
Updated: 25.02., 27.02., 28.02., 21.03., 25.03.2009

1. Work on my past

1.1. Writing many of my life details.

1.2. Trying to understand what happened to me in the past and why it happened

1.3. Sorting my mind

1.4. Publishing all what I wrote

2. Work on the computer

2.1. Work lightly on the Internet to publish html pages created in point 1

2.2. I can’t afford computer programs, therefore I am constantly using evaluation/trail software that expires after a period of 4-8 weeks and can’t be installed again on the same computer unless the operating system is deleted

2.3. Reinstall the operating system with all its environment in average once every 6 weeks, which last in average 2 days to overcome the problem of evaluation/trail programs

2.4. Some time browse the internet

3. Learn Dutch

3.1. Go to school Noorderpoort college on Tuesday for 2,5 hours, which consumes a total additional 3-5 hours each time

3.2. Go to school Noorderpoort college on Thursday for 5 hours, which consumes a total additional 3-5 hours each time

3.3. Go to school Stichting Welzijn class on Friday for 2 hours, which consumes a total additional 3-5 hours each time

3.4. Learn Dutch at home through book and online in average 4 hours a week

4. Go shopping

5. Cook

6. Eat

7. Watch TV in average around 4 hours on a daily basis

8. Roll my own cigarettes around 200 pieces at a time often while watching TV

9. Sleep

10. Some time clean the house

11. Some time organize the house

1. Cry a lot from 8 hours daily in 2000 to 5-30 minutes daily in 2009

2. Struggling against ESP manipulation

3. Struggling to have a regular good night sleep but someone is preventing me with ESP

4. Struggling for losing everything in my life through persons were close to me, practically everyone I knew

5. I do not like my life and I do not know what to do

6. I do not know if it is worth it to do anything in life

7. I do not see any worthiness in doing anything in my life since it is continuously stolen from me

8. (Corrected on 25.03.2009) Thinking: my birth date 10.10.1952 is wrong I do not know my age, but I guess I was born on or before 1950

9. (Added on 25.03.2009) Thinking: My entire identity was falsified in 1959, which led me to discover that I was raised by an international organized crime family that pretended to be my family

10. (Added on 25.03.2009) Thinking: I am trying hard to find out who are my actual parents, because without these facts I can’t know the entire facts of my life

11. (Added on 25.03.2009) Thinking: Struggling to do something long-term but also short-tem for my life, whereby I do not know what to do and if I can make it or it will be destroyed again by the mother fuckers Bush, Rockefellers, Windsor and Kennedy families with all their allies all over the world