Brain dump

Created on

08.01.2012

Updated on

08.01.2012

 

 

 

 

Su 01.01.2012

No alarm was set. I don’t know when I went to sleep yesterday, possibly around 22:00 o’clock.

 

I have not made an entry since april 2011. Why, officially I was trying to get free financially, but did not succeed. On the other side I had enough of all what I discovered and it was too much for me, but also I think and systematically I was forced to stop, because all my websites that published my history were systematically either blocked, canceled, or I was forced to wipe them off in the hope I would be given chance to generate money enable I can get financially free, to not have financial worries and how am I going to pay my utility bills, car repair and many other bills that are not permitting me to save any money what so ever, and therewith I am actually always broke, which is killing my self-confidence due to I can’t do anything of what I want except eat sleep wake up eat sleep wake up eat sleep wake up eat sleep and in between write my memory and what I discovered but also be busy of the daily things such as cleaning, paying bills go shopping and so on a never ending circle of loneliness and boredom. I miss a woman in my life, I miss dating a nice woman, I miss what a usual person usually has, friends, family, work, travel and so on. But I either can’t have any of that, don’t have or I can’t afford it. I can’t afford a date, beside with who should I go out, I don’t know any single women that meet my expectation, and my expectation is possibly wrong due to all the brainwash that was performed upon me since 1959 and until recently, where and in the last a few month I thought I will get a normal life soon, but I was wrong. My expectation of a woman is maybe also wrong due to my mind does not match my age anymore and I don’t know if it will ever be going to match. I think because my memory was wiped off in 1959 and because my mind and personality was suppressed until last year 2011, mentally I am now possibly around 30 years old, body wise I am more than 60 years old but on paper I am 59, which brings me to my actual age, that I know it is wrong but I am not sure by how many years because I thought my age was modified from 1946 to 1959 due to my double George W. Bush is officially born in 1946, but what I discovered is that they also modified his age, this mean they made him older than he is and me made younger than I am reality. This could mean that my double is not born in 1946 but rather and possibly born in 1948 +/- 1-2 years. I noticed this pattern several years ago but never really realized it or considered it to be also in my case. Another case that match this pattern is my fake niece Reem Bdeir that I strongly believe to have discovered her real identity, she is Princess Haya bint Al Hussein, and currently is one of the wives of Sheikh Mohammed bin Rashid Al Maktoum the Prime Minister and Vice President of the United Arab Emirates (UAE), and absolute monarch of Dubai. See her profile for detail (I will add the info when I get to it). But again the George W. Bush that was president possibly has another double that exchange places with him, but I was the place holder until around 1959 +/- 2 years. I believe the George W. Bush is at least 10-20 years older than his papers shows.

 

Another factor for me is that I was totally mistreated by my dentist and he pulled all my teeth out and I don’t even have any money to sue him. Ok my teeth did not look good any more due to the continues hidden torture that was performed on my teeth since 1985 using not only ESP, but also putting me in a position where I can’t maintain them or even fix them. In general my teeth were one of the absolute visible prove that I am a lookalike of George W. Bush. An example of this systematic torture and on purpose destroying is the period between 2000 and 2008 where I was dependent on dentist in refugee camps or jails, and they all told me the same, which is as a prisoner or refugee I am only insured to pull my teeth and not to fix them, and each time they pull out one tooth, the other neighboring teeth get weakened and shaken. And after 2008 the dentists around my life in Bellingwolde, Winschoten has toyed with me and caused me unnecessary pain, until in July 2011 they tricked me and pulled the rest of my teeth out that forced me to live until today with permanent pain that I don’t know when I can end, in matter of fact I asked my health care insurance if I can go to other country for dental treatment, because I don’t trust the dentist around here anymore but they said only within 50 km of the border, but I can’t cross the border because the German government has banned me of ever entering Germany again, and I even wrote the dental university of Munich, where I was always treated good by them to help me and told them I don’t trust the dentist here anymore, but I never received any answer. As a result of this bad teeth situation, I can’t talk properly any more, I feel shamed when I talk and above all I can’t date a woman despite kissing her with this state. It has always been like this in my life, persons that are pretending to help me are in reality inflicting pain upon me or destroying me one piece at a time. Ok I wrote too much.

 

I did not think much about my past in the last 10 months or so and that is why I did not discover much new things until this last 10 days. In the last 10 days I discovered new facts of my past that really shook me a lot, that among others I had to cry so badly that I not only made my face and table wet with my tears and nose but also the floor, I must have continuously cried for more than 15 minutes to generate so much wetness, otherwise the cryness that I had before has winded down dramatically to something like once every while, I don’t know how long because I am not keeping track, but I think for the last 12 months and in average I was crying around 1-2 times per month, and each for a short period in comparison to crying almost on a daily basis until 2010.

 

Mo 02.01.2012

I am not sure when I went to sleep yesterday, I had too much to drink, but I had a good night sleep. I think I wake up after 10 in the morning.

 

My sleep habits changed dramatically since around the beginning of 2011, it improved so that most of the times I have a very good night sleep, which was not the case for several years. Exception was the last a few weeks, I had trouble sleeping and or waking up but it was by far not as bad as it was in the period of 2008-2010, 3 years of sleep torture that reflected on my behavior among others in trusting my surrounding, the following is one example of this mental torture to force me to isolate myself of my surrounding:

While they were torturing me by not allowing me to have a good night sleep, also hurting me physically, once I went to the dentist, even though I do not like the town I am in because it was not my choice and I don’t trust small towns any more due to what happen to me in the CIA city Unterschleissheim, Germany in 1976-1978 but also in 2002 and 2003. Any way I went to the dentist in the next town in Winschoten, but they refused me and said they are all booked up, and I should go to the dentist in my village. Then I called other dentist, they all refused due to I don't live in their city. So I was forced to go to the dentist in the village I live in Bellingwolde. He checked me for the emergency and said long term he can’t treat me because he is all booked up and gave me an address of an alleged new dentist in Winschoten that is not booked. I went there, it was a female dentist allegedly from Poland, first she had a strong look similarity like Yasmeen from the CIA city Unterschleissheim, Germany but also she mistreated me, by giving me a tooth cap and telling me it is not good and I should not eat on this side but rather I should eat on the other side, which I did, on top of that one front tooth was hurting me but she did not fix it, instead she touched it and it caused a lot of pain that I had to scream, then she said sorry that caused pain and she touched it again and she did that 3-4 times touching it causing me pain that I had to scream, but never fixed it. There after I never went there again or to any other dentist until 2011 I went to a dentist in Scheemda. She did that on purpose, she mistreated me and I don’t know why, I never seen her before, today and while I am writing this I think she may have been Yasmeen or at least that is what someone want me to think and want me to think that she is possibly revenging for me publishing what happen to me in the CIA city Unterschleissheim, Germany but these are the thoughts that I am having today, but during the bad treatment I thought of her as a bad dentist and the entire small village is giving me a bad treatment here and there, small things to big things, making me feel uncomfortable. So I avoid every one, and now my entire teeth were pulled out in a very bad situation. In short it is from my point of view a 100% hidden torture that preventing me to think clearly due to I am giving up of ever getting free and confined to the world that I am being forced to live in.

Fr 06.01.2012

No alarm was set and I woke up around 6:00 o’clock, I don’t know exactly, because I am making this entry now at 21:25 hours. Also I think on last Tuesday I wake up around 7:00 O’clock so I will make a note on that date.

 

I today I went to town and I realized that someone is trying since at least week or so to tell me that I am being followed by the Bush family and that I am on the wrong side as if someone wants to tell me I am not of the Rockefeller family, but rather of the Bush family, because they also keep trying to get my attention to Hollywood=Nancy and Ronald Reagan = Bush , but also someone want also to get my attention to limping and using crutches to walk= Gunther + Ali Al Jumaiee= Bush! I know I could be wrong in many things; I know without help I would not come so far, especially that I was and possibly still am manipulated with ESP. Then this is a big problem that I can solve only if I look for my parents, especially the father because I am positive about the person that was around me from 1959 and until some times in mid 1960s or later. As shown in my fake mother Hayat Baroudi profile. Therefore I will create an analysis page over my parents based on the things that I have so far and publish them by Monday.

 

Now it is 15:00 hours. I just understood what people were trying to tell me by all this that it is the other side. They meant the journalist in Germany was not trying to interview me but rather interview one of the women that was disguised as Adelheid Kuczka that was pretending to be my girlfriend. Possibly it was not even a journalist but rather a person pretended to be to get my attention, but it was impossible to get my attention, because I was in Munich, Germany and Munich, Germany is the safest American city outside USA, in other words Munich was the headquarter of the American military and probably still is, and if they want anything under their full control in Europe then they will take it to Munich or Berchtesgaden or any other place in the state of Bavaria and that is why I was taken from Egypt directly to Munich to be under the control of the absolute evil American military and CIA and the best prove for all that is my website and what I am writing that happened to me in Germany, which is and to most part verifiable.

Sa 07.01.2012

I woke up at around 6:00 o’clock but I did not feel like want to get up so I tried to go back to sleep which I did and get up at 9:30 and in between I woke up a couple of times.

 

Yesterday I went to the town Winschoten to help an acquaintant. Then I realized it was not him, it was a look alike, mainly the body stature was the same and I probably assumed it is the same person but it was not and I noticed that after 5 minutes or so it is very possible that the two exchanged places while I was in the living room, but I did not know how to react upon all of this I simply ignored it, may be because I did not have the courage to say hey you are not John that I know.. Any way and in the last couple of days many were trying to tell me it is the other side and I thought they mean it is not the Rockefeller, but it is because this is what is in my memory, but today and as I was searching in my old documents and reading letters I wrote a few weeks ago, I suddenly understood what they mean by the other side.

 

Now it is 15:00 hours. I just understood what people were trying to tell me by it is the other side. They meant the journalist in Germany before april 1982 was not trying to interview me but rather interview the person I was talking to which was the women that was disguised as Adelheid Kuczka that was pretending to be my girlfriend, this mean my fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar was her bodyguard, this would explain many things between 1960s and 1970s and the behavior of my fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar alias Nick Naggar. This mean he or his twin brother or very lookalike was also the bodyguard for my official mother Hayat Baroudi in 1960s which was Nancy Patricia D’Alesandro Pelosi that was exchanging places with another lookalike woman, that had big feet, wide feet. One of them had shoe size 36 and the other almost 40/41 and that explain the brainwash with Anita Disbray having small feet while bringing the second fake mother with the big feet to the American Military base McGraw Kasern in 1971 and force me to see this is small feet and this one has big feet. Your mother is Arab and Arab has big feet Anita Disbray is European and has small feet. Big feet Arabs, small feet European. Europeans are small feet Arab are big feet. And as a confirmation they Brought the Bdeir family to Munich sometimes around 1973 and 1974 all having feet size over 40 and that is also confirmed through a brainwash situation in the CIA city Unterschleissheim where I was living in the so called the Glass house building on the 7th floor married to CIA agent Anita Disbray and my fake sister Suhair Bdeir with her husband Seev Aldin Bdeir, daughter Reem Bdeir and Samir Bdeir and even the children were officially under the age of 15 they had shoe size Reem 40 and Samir 43/44 and to confirm this brainwash situation as among others small feet situation and even they are all very rich and yet they stayed at my 1 ½ room apartment, they are 4 and  Anita Disbray and I are 2, 6 persons in this very small apartment just like the fake bed room in Damascus Syria parent and 6 children sleeping in one bed room. So when we slept 6 of us in this room I was forced to see them without shoes and with pyjamas and confirm that this is the Bdeir family of 1966 and 1970 which is absolutely not true, these ones were darker skin. On top of me seeing them all without shoes and make the others who are monitoring us see that as if all is true that we are dark skin except me and we are all Arabs (my guess in this apartment there were hidden cameras and/or microphone because officially Anita Disbray was trying to spy on me the alleged man with terrorist connection to PLO, is not enough that they have microphones and cameras but also people with ESP are monitoring every reaction I have, and I was most definitely suppressed with so many agents around me). Is not enough and to make this stick in my memory and while we are all were wearing pyjamas/sleeping cloths Reem Bdeir came from behind me and pulled down my pants including my under pants to show first that I am circumcised, and therewith everyone will assume that Seef Aldin Bdeir is also circumcised which he is most definitely not, but also to create a situation that is absolutely memorable in my mind that all this is true, but it is not it is all brainwash. Especially that I know now who is Anita Disbray alias Swedish Royalty and who is this person called Seef Aldin Bdeir also a Swedish royalty and all his fake family and that explain why on this trip and all other trips to Germany they never brought Basmath Bdeir (Swedish royalty and very lookalike to Anita Disbray just taller) with them, because there is two Basmath Bdeir and one of them is identical look to Anita Disbray and to Princess Madeleine of Sweden, the only thing one is darker than the other. Is not enough they raped me and forced me to be with CIA whore Najlaa Mahmoud that has feet bigger than her head is not enough she also had two daughters that also had bigger feet than their own heads, all of them had shown size over 40 all in all means Arab has ugly big feet, Europeans have nice cute feet, stay away of Arab you are Arab and your mother is Arab with big feet, which is all contradiction and brainwash. My official mother that kidnapped me from USA to some place and then to Saudi Arabia and then to Damascus Syria for one month and then to Cairo Egypt had small feet and is Nancy Patricia D’Alesandro Pelosi and her body guard was Nick Naggar that has a very lookalike named Mohamad Nashaat Naggar and was also her body guard in Egypt. And there with each time she comes to Egypt the body Guards changes and I never noticed. One shorter than the other and possibly they are 3 lookalike, in matter of fact I strongly believe there is 3-5 lookalike Nick Naggar alias Mohamad Nashaat Naggar and one of them is the body Guard of one of the women that is pretending to be Adelheid Kuczka and used force to get the Journalist away of Sheikha Mozah or Queen Noor or Laura Welch Bush alias Margie Lange alias Adelheid Kuczka.

 

Also Yesterday and related to the above, there was a woman in a supermarket where I was shopping, she was around 50-60 years old, she was very nice looking and attractive, somehow she reminded me with Adelheid Kuczka and a man was walking behind her, then I went different direction, and again our path crossed and the man was still behind her, I thought if this is Adelheid Kuczka the real one, then I can’t take it and went away almost running out of the supermarket. But the face of that woman stayed in my memory until today thinking it may be her visiting me in captivity. But now I realized someone was trying to get my attention to a body guard using descriptions I wrote a few weeks back, I am not sure who it is, but I don't think it is Adelheid Kuczka, even though I think to have discovered there is maybe one of these Adelheid Kuczka is a good person, then I developed a theory, that these fucked up rich women hired a German woman that has a lot of look similarities or they have a lookalike of a German decent, and this German Adelheid Kuczka was hired as a nanny for one of their hidden sons that pretend to be a young girl named Steffi Kuczka and used me to confirm that this person is a young lady by setting me up in that I slept next to this person (without touching her indecently in any way so ever) as distraction of two pregnancy of one of these whore women or Steffi Kuczka was older woman pretending to be 13 years old get pregnant of someone and placed it in my memory as if I did sleep with her which is absolutely not true. If I have to decide is Steffi Kuczka a man or a woman, and based on my experience with these absolutely mentally sick people, then I would say and most definitely there is at least 2 Steffi Kuczka and at least one of them is a man disguising until today as woman or as a young lady going around raping women and children and hiding his children using situations as this one to blame other for the pregnancy while hiding his identity. Back to Adelheid Kuczka, I think this nanny may be a good woman and does not know all the facts and was misused, because I remember many situations were one Adelheid Kuczka was somehow suppressed and I wanted to help but I did not know how and I was most definitely prevented of helping her, because I was suppressed myself and they prevented me of helping her because they wanted both of us isolated. But this is a theory based on many situations from 1959 and until today. Back to the incident of the supermarket the person who pretended to be Adelheid Kuczka with a body guard, it can be only one of the following:

1.     Really Adelheid Kuczka, which I doubt very much, because I believe Adelheid Kuczka and if she still exist as an identity, then she most probably does not live under the same address as in 1980s, at least because I wrote these webpages and with her address, so and my guess if she exist, she relocated somewhere else, because I remember between 2002 and 2004 I met 2 different Adelheid Kuczka, and both were overweight but one of them has less face freckles than the other and one of them told me I want to move from this are where I live now, most probably to prevent me to contact her again to not find the truth who is Adelheid Kuczka, and all it makes sense since I know who is Adelheid Kuczka

2.     I wrote her a letter and mailed it on 3rd Oktober, and I received a very odd answer 6 weeks later as if we live in the middle ages and I have to wait for the horse man to travel 3 weeks there and 3 weeks back, so either she forwarded her address to a different address and it took so long and that can be only to America because in Germany and the Netherland forwarding address registered by the post office it takes a maximum one day longer.

3.     The entire apartment is still under usage by some kind of secret service and they took so long to decide what to do with my letter and then probably decided to see what my reaction will be if they provoke me, which they did and they promptly received my reaction because before they answered I was writing a new letter and most probably they missed something in this new letter and they provoked me to put whatever they expected in this letter, which I am not sure what it is. It took me around week to write the 2nd letter and I kept on reading it every day and add something I may have missed or correct it.

 

In short the incident of the supermarket and other incidents around my life in November and December are 100% related to my letters to Adelheid Kuczka and related to that someone possibly helped me to find Sheikha Mozah or sacrificed her to cover up for the other women that also used the identity of Adelheid Kuczka, which are at least Queen Noor of Jordan and ex-USA first lady Laura Welch Bush, which means I fucked these whores or pimps or they fucked me to cover up something which is they are men disguised as women and only one of them is a woman, which is the real Adelheid Kuczka, whereby I strongly believe that one of them is a man disguised as woman if not more, and if I would guess who, then I would say Laura Welch Bush, because in the Middle East it is not necessary because they don’t have a so called democracy, and in USA and to win a presidential office you need all the help that you can get and this you get by having hundreds of brothers and sisters and above all hundreds of children, which it is not possible for a woman to have, at least that is what I was taught, unless a woman can live very long, may be 800 years and can have children at any age, yet it still a handicap for a woman compared with a man that can have 800 children within one year by having sex 3 times a day with 3 prepared for him sisters so he can create several look alike to continue these evil methods of deceive and mass brainwash!

 

On the other side I can be wrong either I made a wrong conclusion or I am forced with ESP to make a wrong conclusion and it would not be the first time, especially with the incident of me sleeping next to the alleged young 13 years old Steffi Kuczka which it can mean many thing or all of the following:

1.     Steffi Kuczka is a man disguised a woman and want to place it so in my memory as if I slept next to a young lady but I did not touch her nor I saw her naked

2.     Steffi Kuczka is raped by Adelheid Kuczka the man alias Laura Welch Bush and wanted to look like I am the father

3.     Steffi Kuczka is two or more persons may be 4-10 and they used this situation in various States in USA to confirm that  Steffi Kuczka is a woman, and each state there is only one  Steffi Kuczka, and that would explain why they among others terrorized my life with work, in Semi valley, California, Kansas City Missouri, Denver Colorado, Houston, Texas, Bridgeport, Connecticut, USA, New York City, Washington D.C., Allen Town Pennsylvania (to all these places I was set up and forced to go there but each time under different reasons and at that time the only thing I really wanted is to go home. Today I know I have no home, because my fake family and my biological family hate me, because I am just a slave placed repeatedly in their face) and above all in Indiana that had most definitely something to do with Adelheid Kuczka and red hair girls as if they want to show that I am maybe the father of some children and the children and their mother are revenging on me by using the company Preferred Management Services and Bil Kimes (allegedly with one “L”) that hired me in the name of Heidelberger Cement and terrorized my life and stole all the money I worked hard and honestly for, around 17.500 US Dollar while pretending that I am related to the Nazi from Germany Heidelberger Cement where the CEO allegedly committed suicide a few years back and possibly is now reborn in USA using all the small cement companies that he purchased under the name ConStar, also in Houston, Texas, maybe he is really Nazi and directly related to George H. W. Bush and George W. Bush, because everything I am describing in this website and happened to me is true is just my understanding of the situation is sometimes wrong and this is mainly based on that I am sometimes de-tracked to wrong identities such as who is Seef Aldin Bdeir, who is Anita Disbray and now I know, it brings many correct answers in the right place

4.     The Steffi Kuczka incident was only as distraction of another situation which is a new Adelheid Kuczka just arrived and did not want me to notice so they put me under pressure of fear as if I did something wrong sleeping next to Steffi Kuczka to not notice the differences of appearance at the first time and this effect of the situation keeping me under pressure of fear could take 1-2 days and by then I get used to the new look of Adelheid Kuczka and not notice any more it is another sadistic person keeping me a slave for one or another purpose of deceive

5.     The other Adelheid Kuczka was really pregnant or pretended to be and was replaced by the new one that created this situation in cooperation with Steffi Kuczka to force me to remember all this, because Steffi Kuczka looks so much like the fake pastor Herbert Lange alias Barbara Pierce Bush the wife of the queer ex-USA president George H. W. Bush, and they are using the same tactic on me again and again to distract me of certain things by pressure of fear and shame

6.     Adelheid Kuczka or at least one of them is a man and fabricated the entire scene to use me to confirm that it is a woman, I slept with her I licked her vagina I had intercourse with her so what better prove do other needs and it is all genuine memories that everyone can verify where I lived in Germany and what I did and every one can witness that I had a girlfriend for 3.5 years her name was Adelheid Kuczka and I was nuts about her I loved her, how would I know that there is at least 4 Adelheid Kuczka(s) and several Steffi Kuczka(s)? it is impossible without help especially the majority of them has ESP

7.     Someone is using me to create a lot of confusion about mainly 1-2 persons that has ESP and the question is which one? I don’t know except what is my logic in the Middle East controlling families have vicious army and police and don’t really need much of ESP therefore I have to follow the fake democracy, which is in USA and therewith it is most definitely Barbara Pierce Bush and Laura Welch Bush But both have lookalike, so which one I don’t know!

 

With no doubt all the above shows that I am not capable to make any of it up or fabricate it and also with no doubt all the above shows a very dangerous pattern of a very hidden international crime organization that is much worse that the official Mafia that is used as distraction of them as if they want to force our mind to think, the Mafia is crime, we are good people and we are using the police that we created to protect you against mafia, but really who is going to protect me from you, so far I can say only God was capable to save my life for so long to be witness to all of this evilness. Who is God? I don’t know except and so far many unknown to me persons or group of people saved my life several time and I did not know who they are, I am just starting to discover some of them, and I can say one of them is Siemens AG, even though I think that they saved my life for their personal gain and benefits, yet they did save my life and without any doubt several times in and around Munich Germany and therefore they were severely punished business wise and through killing their employees, directors and scientists among others in 1986 just 3 months before kidnapping me to USA by force of ESP and no one helped me. Even I know that Siemens AG saved my life and was punished for it, yet I don’t trust them I don’t trust anyone before I used to have one reasons and now I have two reasons:

1.     Most or all of the rich people are purchasable

2.     ESP does not come by one person but it comes by several very large brotherhoods that can not only manipulate me but also everything around me including the people that possibly loves me, because I was 100% manipulated against the people I loved, whoever they may be

Su 08.01.2012

I can’t recall when I went to bed yesterday, but it must have been around 22:00 hours.

Today I woke up at around 2:30 but I did not want to get up so I tried to go back to sleep, and I did but I continued to wake until finally I got up at 4:00 o’clock

 

What I wrote yesterday and above was may be in the wrong place, but and at the moment I don’t know exactly where to put it, maybe I should put a copy of it under Adelheid Kuczka or my fake mother(s) profile or both. Anyway I will continue the above and right here.

 

Ok now I understand why I was raped by my fake step father Mohi Sabri alias Jürgen Möllemann. Actually it is not only that he raped me as 13 or 14 years old, but how he rapped me. I will recap the history in short, which is in reality a multipurpose planned brainwash rape. One purpose is to persecute me as an alleged homosexual and force me to be shamed.

 

This is another and the main purpose: this was around 1964/65 or 1966 in our apartment in Cairo, Egypt. My fake mother Hayat Baroudi and Mohi Sabri were making a lot of noise in their bedroom (on purpose) so I asked them what are you doing so my fake step father came naked and took me to my bed and raped me while placing it in my mind that he was having sex with the woman that pretend to be my mother that in reality is a man disguised as a woman. This to place it in my memory that he was having sex with my fake mother=my fake mother Hayat Baroudi is a woman, but this is not the same woman any more that brought me to Egypt in 1960, this one is the one with the big feet, but no one understand this trick with the feet as described above. It could be that this one is a woman. On the other side and as I look at Adelheid Kuczka that it turned out to be several persons using her identity one is a woman and the rest men disguised as women and I did not notice that because she was very attractive. I saw her many times sometimes with makeup on and sometimes without make up and I always assumed it is the same person. It is the same pattern as Anita Disbray and Leo Sayer (distraction of Princess Madeleine look=another hidden brainwash that I just discovered) or it may have been another person that looks more like Anita Disbray or both or looks like Princess Madeleine of Sweden, because that is how Anita Disbray 100% looks like.  Since I am most positive that the woman that kidnapped me from USA to Damascus, Syria and then to Egypt is Nancy Patricia D’Alesandro Pelosi, this mean Nancy Patricia D’Alesandro Pelosi is 100% a man disguised as a woman and that is why they raped me to force me to memorize it to prove to others with ESP that this person is woman but it is not, it is a man disguised as a woman, which 100% fits the pattern described above from yesterday of a man disguised as a woman. And this explain many things in my life, my fake sister Fadia Naggar is a man disguised as a woman and doing something I don’t know what it is while working as a nanny for the Rockefellers and Osama ben Laden. But also it explain why my friend Detlev Fischer does not have children, maybe because his wife is also a man disguised as a woman and this among others because two reasons. Reason-1: for one his mouth structure is absolute unique and is identical to the mouth structure of Dag Hjalmar Agne Carl Hammarskjöld, Swedish royalty the hidden relative of my ex-wife Anita Disbray that was also several persons and one of them was a woman and the rest is a man. Reason-2; they set me up in the CIA city Unterschleissheim to see his girlfriend named Rosi Ott naked, this mean Rosi Ott is also several persons and one of them is a woman and the rest men disguised as women. And this is 100% confirmed with a situation that just now I recognized: Rosi Ott and later left my friend Detlev Fischer and had a new boyfriend that made her pregnant and she made sure that I saw her pregnant while making her new boyfriend sell me insurance right next to the home of Adelheid Kuczka, which means they were black mailing her  or telling her we know who and what you are. And this is also the same pattern as my fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar alias Nick Naggar (=2 persons) is officially married to the Turkish Alia Köse alias Anita Köse (=2 persons)  while in reality both are men disguised as women while working as body guards just like Moamar Khadafi body guards CIA men disguised as women. And now I understand a few things that happened to me here where I live right now. I young lady that I was giving her a ride for a while is most probably also a man disguised as a woman (or at least that is what she wanted me to think, but I did not until today) or it is twin a man and a woman that exchanged places and I did not notice, because she was attractive. Some men are born without hair on the body and therefore they don’t even have beard or very tiny hairs that they don’t shave to not make the hair grow longer and they color it to be almost invisible and that at least one of the Najlaa Mahmoud used to do, but also a person can take medication (hormones) to promote or de-promote hair grow. And then a man looks like a woman But also and many men from Asia and south America have hardly any hair on their body and on their beard. And with the prober clothing and certain behavior a man can look like a very attractive women. All this fit another pattern of twins having sex with one man to generate lookalike, or/and brother and sister twins have sex to have a lookalike children and cover it up by having a boyfriend and girlfriend and creating a lot of confusion as described above from today and yesterday. Or a twin has sex with twins.

 

All the above explain also why my fake mother Hayat Baroudi and my fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar alias Nick Naggar came in 1970/1971 to the American Military base McGraw Kasern and also were officially living very close to each other’s in Unterhaching, Germany while forcing me to think that they are poor, because Mohamad Nashaat Naggar and his official girlfriend  Alia Köse  are nothing but the body guards of my fake mother Hayat Baroudi, this mean Hayat Baroudi in Egypt and in Germany was a very rich woman that can not only afford two bodyguards, but also have a scheme of body guards that looks like this:

1.     1960-1965. It is very possible that my fake sister Fadia Naggar and Afrah Najjar are nothing else than men body guards disguised as women and alleged daughter of Nancy Patricia D’Alesandro Pelosi and that would most definitely explain their where about. Fadia Naggar is the body guard of the children of the Rockefellers and Afrah Najjar alias Mona Abokurah are the body guards of Nancy Patricia D’Alesandro Pelosi disguised as the mothers of the hidden children of King Hussein and his brother Abdalghani Abokurah that lives in Washington D.C. This mean that Afrah Najjar Alias Mona Najjar or Abokurah are several persons exchanging places (=guard shift) protecting Nancy Patricia D’Alesandro Pelosi while pretending to be something to be very close to her, such as assistance, driver, secretary, daughter or a regular body guard, but this time not pretending to be a woman but rather a man. And that explain why I can’t visit and see these fake family members and that I am always kept far a way of them while being used as a multipurpose prove that they are women, but they are not.

2.     1965-1968. There are 2 Mohamad Nashaat Naggar that are short pretending to be student in high school and are around 160 cm tall (around 5.2 feet) and this for around 2-3 years in Cairo Egypt. Each time Nancy Patricia D’Alesandro Pelosi comes to Cairo, Egypt she brings her body guard with her while the other Hayat Baroudi disappears for a while (exchange places)  and take with her the other body guard that looks identical to my fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar. And then again after a month or 6 months they exchange places again. Whereby at least one of these body guards I strongly suspect to be the son of Saddam Hussein due to his look

3.     1970-1973 in the American Military base McGraw Kasern, where my fake mother Hayat Baroudi appeared and pretending to be working as a poor baby sitter for some American sergeant (just like Adelheid Kuczka was pretending to be working as baby sitter for the alleged Palestinian Ramadan). During this period she had two body guards Mohamad Nashaat Naggar (173 cm tall/5.7 feet tall) and Alia Köse (160 cm/5.3 feet tall) as body guards not only for my fake mother Hayat Baroudi but also for my ex-wife Anita Disbray alias a hidden Swedish royalty and that explain why my fake brother gradually disappeared of my life in around april 1982 and allegedly went to USA. And that also explains why my fake brother Nick Naggar was always on the move from one city to another moving around with his bos while exchanging places with his lookalike (changing shifts) and most definitely did not want me to notice all that and I did not until today, through the Moamar Khadafi profile and Adelheid Kuczka profile

4.     1973-1977 me married to Anita Disbray and living in the CIA city Unterschleissheim, our neighbors were most probably body guards that were always following us and I did not even notice it. But also the entire city is full of Americans disguised as Germans. Anita Disbray disappeared in end of August 1977 and I was severely manipulated with ESP to look among others as mentally sick enable I don’t notice any changes around my life. On the other side Anita Disbray had ESP and controlled me with ESP and I did not know what to do after she left and that is why they set me up to become Christian enable to cover up all that with the CIA church that surrounded me after she left and told me what to-do until I started to work for Siemens AG, and then Siemens AG set another person to control me and take to work and pick me up every single day, which was Renee Zielske, that I strongly suspect her to be a body guard that was used to cut me off not only of the CIA city Unterschleissheim but also of any other person, which she did.

5.     1978-1982 My fake brother Nick Naggar and his fake wife Anita Köse (=body guard team) avoided me as much as he can, because he was not my brother. My guess each time I saw him was when he came to Munich as a body guard of someone such as a body guard of one of the persons that was using the identity of Adelheid Kuczka or my fake mother Hayat Baroudi

6.     1982-1986 The body guard team Mohamad Nashaat Naggar and Anita Naggar disappeared of my life by pretending to be relocating to USA. This means that the company AVON cosmetics pretended to employee my fake brother for 3 years to cover up for all these evil schemes. But also it means that this team either did not go to USA in 1982 and was still in Munich or in Germany but did not want me to see him any more as a fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar, or after 1982 my fake mother Hayat Baroudi was a completely different person that was poor and not in need any more of a body guard or she used another body guard team such as Dr. Sami Assassa and his terrorist wife or someone else I did not notice.

 

All the above explains why my fake brother kept on reappearing and disappearing of my life in USA and between 1986 and 1995. But this also means that they used a new body guard team to keep me as a slave for 15 years in USA, which were Najlaa Mahmoud as follow:

1.     1986-1987 the Evangelical Lutheran church of Bridgeport, Connecticut, USA

2.     1987-1988 Najlaa Mahmoud and FBI team as my visible neighbors on queen street in Bridgeport Connecticut, USA

3.     1998-1990 Najlaa Mahmoud and FBI team as my invisible neighbors on Benson street in Bridgeport Connecticut, USA

4.     1990-1999 Najlaa Mahmoud, Susannah Khodor, Mark Khodor, Kimo Khodor and his alleged wife, Nawar Khodor and his alleged wife Rima Khodor (all body guard teams except me, I am the enslaved and isolated of the rest of the world even though living in a city of more than 3 Million person, yet not one friend, they all pretended, just like James Brasher the owner of the company Associated Canvas Products, Inc. in Channelview, Texas, USA his job was to give me any needed money while pretending to lend it to me and give me a bad conscious because I can’t give it back=Brainwash)  and FBI team as my invisible neighbors in Stanclif Park Apartments on Lands’ End Drive in Houston, Texas, USA. I All these agents are most probably around my life as body guards to protect the several Najlaa Mahmoud(s) that exchange places without me noticing and in this process they totally isolated me and did not allow me to have any friends what so ever. All this was also as distraction of the Bush family and secret service that was persecuting me to death. This is how vicious and brutal is the Bush family.

5.     1999-2001 on the streets of Houston, Texas and in jail most of the time surrounded with agents that were delegating me indirectly what to do next and what and where to eat due to the same thing happened again, Najlaa Mahmoud and her team were controlling me with ESP and after she left in summer 1999 I did not know what to do and the I was placed in deportation jail surrounded also by agents

6.     2001 to 2008 I am locked up between jails in police stations, prisons and refugee camps between Germany and the Netherlands, for more information see For the purpose of completion under fake Dutch ID

7.     2002-2003 I was very visibly surrounded by the agent Günther Najar that pretended to be my son Abdulhamid Najar alias Anas Najar alias Mido alias several persons and the circle of evil is repeated again that destroyed me between 2002 and until recently where they let go of me a little bid and again I did not know what to do because ESP control prevent a person’s intelligence to grow

 

That explains why my fake brother and sisters are so vicious and nasty, because they are military intelligence body guards and are willing to kill any human being that comes too close to a person they are guarding. Just like the journalist that tried to interview one of the women that pretending to be Adelheid Kuczka and the body guard Mohamad Nashaat Naggar prevented that.